Monday, January 17, 2011

I'm content, doing my own thing. Then I look at the time. He's gonna be here soon   : D
My heart skips a beat. or 10. I smile. It makes everyone wonder what I'm so happy about.  The boys try to get my attention.  I don't care. I'm in my own little dream land. I coun't down the minutes, the seconds.  Then I look across I see you. I see your smile. Your eyes.  You have that shy cheesy grin///////////All I can think about is how in less than five seconds I'll be in your arms. Not for long though.  It can't be obvious.  you put your arms around me. I look up and get lost in your eyes.  That smile - melts me. Everytime. I forget everyone else in the room.  You pull away. You were always the first one to pull away. More self control than me.... maybe? I should have taken that as a warning sign......  Its funny that only a few weeks before we had just started chatting.  (we both know there was some very intense chemistry between us, to say the least) We hit it off, didn't we....... for hours we'd talk.  You flirted with me. How could I resist? Your charm, charisma, sense of humour......... it felt like I'd met my prince charming, for the second time.  I had such strong feelings from the start and I knew I couldn't act on them. BUT I DID. I FUCKING DID. then every week. from the minute we said goodbye......I counted the seconds till I saw you again............  -> The excitement. The ecstasy. I knew I was in love.

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