As Courtney said - "have you EVER felt as used up as this..........." I'm so drained. How do people EVER move on? I would honestly wait forever for you. 

I'm excited and nervous. I'll see you next week. I've changed. My personality, like you told me to. I've made such an effort to pull my head out of my ass.  If you give me the time of day you'll see I'm nearly back to the old me.  But I look different.  I know what you're attracted to, and I don't think its what I look like now.  I want you to see me and fall in love all over again, just like we were.  Sly grins, cheeky gropes, those amazing kisses.  My heart skipped a beat today thinking about those kisses ;) You have no understanding of the effect you have on me.  I'm a married woman. I was never supposed to fall in love with you.