I wanted to hold onto you forever. I felt safe and scared at the same time. I knew in a few seconds my whole world was gonna crumble.And it did
Thursday, January 27, 2011
will you walk with me?
just for a little while........................ until the feelings gone?
hold my hand ?
I'm not asking for you to fall in love (maybe I am..)
For some great romance.......... :( would it ever be the same?)
JUST BE WITH ME (please PLEASE don't leave my side)
until the feelings gone..................(Just wait with me. Hold me. Be there with me. Until I can forget you)
That night you hugged me goodbye out the front of your mama's place....and you held me as I cried on your shoulder. It was so far over to you, but you held me. I needed that, I still do. I never wanted to let you go that night, I still don't want to.........You don't understand how my heart broke into a million pieces that as you pulled away, thats when I knew I'd never be in your arms ever again......
just for a little while........................ until the feelings gone?
hold my hand ?
I'm not asking for you to fall in love (maybe I am..)
For some great romance.......... :( would it ever be the same?)
JUST BE WITH ME (please PLEASE don't leave my side)
until the feelings gone..................(Just wait with me. Hold me. Be there with me. Until I can forget you)
That night you hugged me goodbye out the front of your mama's place....and you held me as I cried on your shoulder. It was so far over to you, but you held me. I needed that, I still do. I never wanted to let you go that night, I still don't want to.........You don't understand how my heart broke into a million pieces that as you pulled away, thats when I knew I'd never be in your arms ever again......
As Courtney said - "have you EVER felt as used up as this..........." I'm so drained. How do people EVER move on? I would honestly wait forever for you.
I'm excited and nervous. I'll see you next week. I've changed. My personality, like you told me to. I've made such an effort to pull my head out of my ass. If you give me the time of day you'll see I'm nearly back to the old me. But I look different. I know what you're attracted to, and I don't think its what I look like now. I want you to see me and fall in love all over again, just like we were. Sly grins, cheeky gropes, those amazing kisses. My heart skipped a beat today thinking about those kisses ;) You have no understanding of the effect you have on me. I'm a married woman. I was never supposed to fall in love with you.
I'm excited and nervous. I'll see you next week. I've changed. My personality, like you told me to. I've made such an effort to pull my head out of my ass. If you give me the time of day you'll see I'm nearly back to the old me. But I look different. I know what you're attracted to, and I don't think its what I look like now. I want you to see me and fall in love all over again, just like we were. Sly grins, cheeky gropes, those amazing kisses. My heart skipped a beat today thinking about those kisses ;) You have no understanding of the effect you have on me. I'm a married woman. I was never supposed to fall in love with you.
Wednesday, January 26, 2011
I tell him hes got NOTHING to worry about
It's true, in a way. He worries the boys will seduce me with their money, their way of life. He doesn't need to worry about that. No chance in hell. I don't even give them the time of day. There's only one man on my mind and I'm not interested in sharing my heart with anyone else. Its too hard. I'm too far fucked already to deal with a broken heart again. I'm already holding out for someone who will never be mine again. Honey don't fret I ain't leavin you for any of those boys (the one I would leave you for wants nothing to do with me- hes the only one you gotta worry about and he's not interested) so don't worry baby - you and me will be just fine well... You will
I TRY
to block you out of my mind. BUT SOMETHING ALWAYS REMINDS ME OF YOU. I hear a song, I smell your cologne on someone, I meet someone who talks, smiles, jokes - JUST LIKE YOU DO. I see your name. Why is it so hard to move on. I looked on your profile tonight. I wonder if you still look at mine? Theres a photo of you and a girl. You've mentioned her before. I can't bear to see you with someone else. I still wish you were ALL MINE. and in this photo - you smile. it's not your usual face......what's on your mind boy? Damn I wish it was me in that photo. I don't want her to have you.
Monday, January 17, 2011
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